| stuff and things. |
[Jan. 12th, 2007|11:35 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Massive Attack - Angel | ] |
I haven updated this in awhile. Things this vacation have been pretty good. New years eve was crazy fun. I got to see all my close friends when they came back, jammed out with Josh a few times... Not as much as we wanted to but at least we did. Went to the hookah with everyone way too often... Oh and I almost crashed my car the other night, and yes I was sober, just bad luck. I came within a foot of hitting a sign across from the new middle school, then slid to a stop. Got it towed in the A.M after trying til 3 A.M. to get it out with Josh. The cops called and said I might have to pay for the damage done, which is bullshit.
Nicole and I have been hanging out a lot lately. She is amazing, Ive known her for so long, and to think I never really even knew her before. We hung out like 12 hours yesterday, went to the mall and she made me try some sushi stuff(wasnt bad)... Then went back to her house and she showed me a whole bunch of her baby pictures. I read a bunch of her stories from when she was like 6, there are so many funny things you look over as a kid. I bought SLC Punk and had her watch it. I hope everything keeps going the way it has, I havent felt this way in a long time :). |
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[Jan. 9th, 2007|07:55 am] |
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My car currently resides in the fucking mud. |
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[Dec. 11th, 2006|10:09 pm] |
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I right myself, and everything fucks up more. I dont understand it. |
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[Nov. 30th, 2006|12:13 am] |
Why do I seem to rub everyone the wrong way, And fail to make myself clear?
I am on the threshold of offing myself... For the pain that I seem to cause everyone else. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2006|11:20 am] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | Bullet For My Valentine - Room 409 | ] |
coming home from work some jetta was riding my ass, that was pretty gay. After that the night went pretty nicely though, Josh, Paul and I went to see Borat which is one of the funniest movies, sick but funny. After that we met up with Chris, and his girlfriend to go to the hookah bar in south portland. Those things are crazy, its a really chill place too. We had peach, and uhhh watermelon. Then I said bye to Josh and Paul, and passed out. It was good times this weekend.
Work today at 12 lameeee. |
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[Nov. 24th, 2006|12:38 pm] |
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I waited 6 hours in the cold for a wii, we were first in line along with some other dudes to our left at the food court, i sprinted through yelling at kevin to run faster, we got 3rd in line, and there was only one goddamn wii. AHHHHHHH!!! Hahha still fun, and we got interviewed/were on camera/had pics taken... hopefully one of the 3 will turn up somewhere. |
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[Nov. 17th, 2006|10:16 pm] |
Appearently the cops have been watching me since last time, and handcuffed me right outside of fucking shaws after work tonight. Those pricks.
I didnt do anything, I was sitting in Josh P.s car and they just stormed up to it and like threw us out.
Anyway, I went home after and thought about how fucked up authority is.
Go bust someone worth while you fucking bastards. |
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[Nov. 16th, 2006|01:55 pm] |
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| | 88 finger louie - summer photos | ] |
Never the one to care and now you're feeling lonely
I really hope you've learned your lesson
Don't want to think about the fun we had I won't pretend to care
Don't want to think about what was said you're heart was never there
Every time we played the game I thought that I would go insane
My feelings never counted
You played me like a violin, with that silly little grin
My feelings still amounted to nothing, didn't give a damn
Next time you think about what we had just remember all the moments
We shared together while you shared them with those summer photos
you had stolen |
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[Nov. 14th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
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HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHopeless. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2006|07:58 pm] |
Heres an idea: If you have something youd like to say to someone, or feel you need to say... Say it to them, and not someone that can easily twist things, and sound like an ass. Its not a complicated process, infact it may actually take less effort.
Or you can do the opposite, which proves how much you actually cared. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2006|01:49 am] |
YOURE DONE SON!!!!!
Fuck ya'll. |
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[Nov. 10th, 2006|09:09 am] |
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| | 8 shades of green - bitter sweet | ] |
I wish i had a place by the beach, where it is always warm out. So i could just skim all day long. At night just chill, and play guitar, or sit out on the beach. Then id meet the perfect girl who just so happens to live next door. In the winter, id come back to maine and snowmobile. Thats about all id need to be happy haha. |
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[Oct. 28th, 2006|09:10 am] |
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i have the best halloween costume. |
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[Oct. 19th, 2006|10:13 am] |
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That was the weirdest way to wake up. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2006|11:04 pm] |
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| | song i recorded. | ] |
I wrote a new song on my guitar today, i think i like it. Just with the way everything has been, i really wanted to play, and it just came out. I just need to rerecord it to get all the rough edges out. Im really tired. |
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[Sep. 28th, 2006|10:02 am] |
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| |  tests ruin fun. | ] |
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| | GlassJAw - When one eight becomes two zeros. | ] |
Driving back from class last night i told Kyle to pop in any CD he wanted, and he chose GlassJAw. I havent listened to them in awhile. Daryl is brutally honest with his lyrics, ive always liked that.
Josh cant go to the concert tonight, he has 3 tests tomorrow. I officially have nothing to look forward to today.
I think I might have a cold or something.
Random. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|10:45 pm] |
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Cheer up you emo bitches! |
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[Sep. 21st, 2006|10:03 am] |
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| |  excited | ] |
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| | HORSE the band - Manateen | ] |
Im going to see HORSE the band the 28th with Josh YYYEAHHH!!! Only we have no idea how to get there, but its all good. |
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[Sep. 17th, 2006|10:30 am] |
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What happened to you? Manipulation wasnt what you were about. |
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[Sep. 16th, 2006|10:23 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
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| | Norma Jean - Songs Sound Much Sadder. | ] |
I miss love a lot, I miss being loved, I miss being cared for, I miss having someone to look foward to seeing, I miss trust, I miss the warmth, I miss driving and talking, I miss the moments where everything feels right. I really, really wish i could know whats up with people, and why no one can commit, or care. Everyone feels like they need to fuck as many people as possible or something, when the hell will that matter in 5 years? That is all disposible bragging rights, nothing more. All that will matter is friends, family, and that one person you click with, that will always be there for you no matter what. And i wont fucking have that because no one seems to understand it. I wish i lived in the 40s/50s when romance exsisted. I dont really care what any of the guys think, so what if i rather be in a relationship rather than fuck every girl that throws herself at me.
FUCK EVERYONES NOISE.
In other news, this song is amazing, and performed perfectly, so much emotion in the chorus, especially the backing vocals. Ive been singing it the entire day... room, shower, car, and at work it was just running through my head the entire time. Ive got a different ear for music i guess.
While we thought that we were learning how to live. We had been learning how to die. I should have known, We will be LEGENDS. |
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